
It’s not.
It never was. Or maybe it always has been because imperfection IS perfect.
Regardless. We alcoholics missed out on a lot of the drama because we were too busy creating our own by getting drunk.
Life, people, complications at work, our feelings – they come in at us like a tsunami during sobriety whether we’re ready for them or not. I’ve discovered it’s best just to man-handle one thing at a time in order of what’s most important to me. There are some things I just can’t juggle.