I had one of those last night – in a dream, which I find sort of odd because I never drank crap like that. I was a strict vodka and wine drinker.
I can understand why having a dream about drinking might make some folks in recovery a little apprehensive. While the dream is in no way an indication of things to come in reality – the discomfort is still palpable. It’s uncomfortable. I think the idea here is to discover what is BEHIND the drinking in my dream.
I can actually feel that the more attention and energy I give to the memory of this dream I had, the more alive the feelings around it become. This is making me uncomfortable so I’m going to stop now. I am most adamant about my recovery and intend to carry it with me for the rest of my life. Nothing and no one will ever come before my sobriety.
My kitten is talking to me, my coffee is brewing and it’s time to start this day. Bring it! 🤪