What An Odd Feeling ~ Happiness

I’m sitting here this morning having just talked to both my Dad and my youngest son, Uriah. We had wonderfully informative and short talks. They’re both doing great!

I’m waiting for my coffee to brew, thinking to myself “So THIS is what happiness feels like. DAMN!! I’d forgotten. Happiness does not exist as an experience for addicts and alcoholics. I went without experiencing one ounce of it for nearly 24 years!

As I consider my emotional state right now, I’m not sure I’ve actually experienced much happiness my whole life, which might explain why I’m feeling so grateful and appreciative at the moment. But I know this much about this happiness I’m experiencing – I want to experience THIS again!

Happiness is the GOOD stuff!

Published by Jennifer

I've finally found my happy place in sobriety. Yay! Go Me!

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